8 years
Dear mom, 2920 days without you. For me today is not a celebration day, it's again the day when I lost you 8 years ago. It was cold and raining heavily, as it is today.I couldn't feel a thing. I'm sitting in a coffee place, watching the rain and I'm a little messy because I slept only 4 hours and I'd been trying to figure out what should I write. I don't know, there are so many things I wish I could tell you over a cup of coffee. But most of all, I wish you were here. I'm done with running from this pain, I want to be vulnerable and feel it as intense as it is today. I'm listening to Placebo's "Happy birthday in the sky" and I can finally cry. A tight hug can help... Happy birthday in the sky. Love you
