My Writings :The Trap (4)

Sometimes I wish life was a maths problem, maybe this way I could find its solution...

I can easily make forecasts so I could also build models , choose the variables and then test them...

But unfortunately life doesn't work this way and you find yourself again in front of the same questions.

And there are these moments when nothing seems to work, you get stuck in the same place, you would like to run but you are unable to move.

You don't understand why this is happening to you, you are so rational so you need to first understand...

Sometimes there are those days when you don't even feel like doing anything, when things seem useless and all you want is an answer.

It doesn't if it hurts you , you can continue as long as it leads you to something.

That thing you've been looking for all this time, waiting, hoping that it's going to be yours. Not because you're lucky, simply because you think it's your purpose.

And you are so close to achieve it, you simply don't want to give up even if this journey is hurting you. The pain? You've felt it before , this time is going to be different.

It's just a trap, you feel like leaving everyhing , but you know that the pain is going to follow you. The only thing you can do is to cry when pieces of you are being broken...

You've been here before many times, now you just have to peak another model and test it...