Empty

There's been these days and nights when tension adds up and all you want is to leave that burden away and feel some peace.
You begin to feel everything on the same time and this makes hard to describe your emotions.
Maybe you begin by feeling sad or angry.
It annoys you how you thought things would work out by now and instead your life is a mess.
You wish you were happy, but all you can feel is sadness.
On those nights when you can't sleep, you remember everything that hurt you before.
You wish you weren't alone and being left behind hurts even more.
Each morning you wake up and pretend last night didn't exist, you put the mask to seem you have everything under control.
Sometimes it works and you fool the world that you are ok.
But you know the truth and the scars that you are hidding just to fit.